Wednesday, July 18, 2012
Well whats new?
Well I will tell you. Life has been wonderful theses past few weeks! Work has been fun and interesting , and something new happened! So here is the story...... So after that guy i was seeing how turned out to be a huge jerk. I kinda just gave up on guys and started to focus on me more, and I was happy and had fun with no guy drama in my life, it was wonderful. But you know when you stop looking, it comes to find you. Well that happened. I stopped looking for a guy to like and date.. but now I have two guys who are interested in me. How crazy is that! I have never had two guy as once. its crazy, but kinda funny. I don't know which one I really like yet, but thanks to the wonderful advise form a friend I am giving them both a chance and finding out which one I actually like. This should be interesting. But that's pretty much whats new and whats happening.
Saturday, July 7, 2012
Lies
Why do people feel the need to lie to you? I mean really even though the truth hurts, in the long run its much better to start with the truth. When you are lied to, then you find out the truth it hurts more and for longer and you don't know if you can trust the person. I personally would just prefer for you to tell me the truth first and not have to find out later that I was being lied too. I don't care how much you think the truth would hurt me, tell me. Or are people just too cowardly to tell the truth to someone? Or are we just not worth the truth? I think I am worth being told the truth. I am a big girl, you don't have to spare my feelings I will get over it. But seriously just tell people the truth in the first place no matter how much it may hurt. It's always better in the long run.
Wednesday, July 4, 2012
Well what do I do?
Well what do you do when life gets a little crazy and friends turn out to not be much of your friends any more? Well here's what's been going on....
Well mostly thers just this one friend in particular who I am pretty much just done with. Well a week or two ago I was hanging out with two guy friends and Vanessa. Well one of my guy friends (he's the one I kinda dated for a little bit but then we were just friends.) Well things were good for a bit and we were doing good on just being friends. Well this night we were hanging out with these other two people and he wad just being such a jerk and not acting like himself. Well by the end of dinner we took him home for various reasons. Anyways after that I was really just done with all his crap. But he texted me the next day apologizeing many many times so I finally talked to him and what was going on. Anyways he asked if I wanted to hang out cause he wanted to make it up to me and so we planed on hanging out that night. Anyway long story short he blew me off again. And by then I was really done with him and I wad not putting up with it any more. And I have not. I have not really talked to him in like 3 weeks except when he texted me but then I keept the conversation short cause I was still upseat with him. But anyway I have came to the conclusion that I really don't care that much about him I know that sounds harsh but I don't need that in my life and I don't need him. Right now u don't know if I even want to be friends. What can I really do but wait and see what happens?
On the plus side work has been pretty good lately. So after having only been at my job for 23 days,I got promoted to shift manager. I pretty much do every thing the managers do. It's been fun learning all the paperwork and how things are done and how things are keept. The only hard thing is the whole having to be at work at 430 in the morning and being there till close. But other then that I am loving it. I am also training to be a certified Batista which is kinda exciting all it really means is that I could get a job anywhere making coffee drinks. Bur I like my job its been fun lately.
Well that's what's been going on and I have decided to just focus on Mellissa and making me better me. I don't need some one in my life who is going to bring me down. I don't need people who don't like me for me. And I don't need people in my life who are not going to help me get where I want to go. So even though it sucks its time to get rid of the people I don't need.
Well mostly thers just this one friend in particular who I am pretty much just done with. Well a week or two ago I was hanging out with two guy friends and Vanessa. Well one of my guy friends (he's the one I kinda dated for a little bit but then we were just friends.) Well things were good for a bit and we were doing good on just being friends. Well this night we were hanging out with these other two people and he wad just being such a jerk and not acting like himself. Well by the end of dinner we took him home for various reasons. Anyways after that I was really just done with all his crap. But he texted me the next day apologizeing many many times so I finally talked to him and what was going on. Anyways he asked if I wanted to hang out cause he wanted to make it up to me and so we planed on hanging out that night. Anyway long story short he blew me off again. And by then I was really done with him and I wad not putting up with it any more. And I have not. I have not really talked to him in like 3 weeks except when he texted me but then I keept the conversation short cause I was still upseat with him. But anyway I have came to the conclusion that I really don't care that much about him I know that sounds harsh but I don't need that in my life and I don't need him. Right now u don't know if I even want to be friends. What can I really do but wait and see what happens?
On the plus side work has been pretty good lately. So after having only been at my job for 23 days,I got promoted to shift manager. I pretty much do every thing the managers do. It's been fun learning all the paperwork and how things are done and how things are keept. The only hard thing is the whole having to be at work at 430 in the morning and being there till close. But other then that I am loving it. I am also training to be a certified Batista which is kinda exciting all it really means is that I could get a job anywhere making coffee drinks. Bur I like my job its been fun lately.
Well that's what's been going on and I have decided to just focus on Mellissa and making me better me. I don't need some one in my life who is going to bring me down. I don't need people who don't like me for me. And I don't need people in my life who are not going to help me get where I want to go. So even though it sucks its time to get rid of the people I don't need.
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