Why are you in my life?

Sometimes there are people who are in our lives, that we really don't need in our lives, but for some crazy reason we keep them in our lives. Why is this? Lately I have been thinking about this a lot. There are some people in my life that I just don't understand why I keep them in my life. There not bad people, they just are not helping my situation in life right now.


There is one in particular who just causes so much unwanted drama. We were friends, then some things happened, the we would fight all the time, then somehow we managed to try the whole friendship thing again, but then it just ended up in fighting again, but now we are friends again. It has been going pretty well lately, but for some reason I just can't wrap my head around the reason I keep letting this person back in my life. Honestly it just keeps me from making better decisions in my life and from moving on. Don't get me wrong I love talking to the person, well most of the time, because this person very insightful and we can talk about everything. But I really just don't know why I keep this person in my life. Is it because there is something still there, or is it they are supposed to teach me something? I just don't know why i put up with all the crap and stuff we go through.


Then there's this other person, we are not really friends, but I put up with her.  She is kinda nice, but I don't know why I even meet her, or why I even bother talking to her. Right now she is dating this guy I was kinda seeing,but not really because I really didn't much care for him. Anyways a while ago her and I were discussing him and I, and she was so understanding and agreed with me on a few things, but now she is dating him and I don't care cause I did not like him like that, but she was kind of rubbing it in my face the past few times I have seen them. What she needs to get through that head of hers, is that I could care less what she does with her life and with him. Just stay out of my life and leave me alone.

Well that was kinda a rude tangent, but that's what has been on my mind recently and a we all know I always say what's on my mind. I think I just need to really ponder this question for myself and see if I can find out what to do.