Getting the good with the bad.

Well it has been awhile. Life has kept me very busy the past few months with work and school .This is my first time working full time and actually going to a school for class rather than taking it online. It has been an interesting experiences for me though. I haven been very busy with school and work and the days that I do have to go to school I don't usually get to come home till I am  finished with school. But no the less I am enjoying going to a school and meeting new people. It is interesting to be in a school with so many different types of people. Most of us in my class are studying or aspiring something in the medical field, so it is nice to be able to relate to them in that way and to have some of them actually understand what I do. So school is trying but at the same time it is wonderful and exciting.

As for work, well you get the bad days along with the good days. Some weeks there maybe more of the not so great days than the great days, but I still love what I do. I am learning more and more each day how to better help my clients and there needs. Even though this job is tiring and a little difficult some days, I still love it more than anything and I am so thankful to be working where I do.

Well life has been very trying for me lately. I have been dealing with a lot of different thing and trying to keep my head up through it all. I have learned a few things about myself through it though and I have also learned to just stay positive. Even though what is happening is not my ideal situation and not what I was expecting I have learned to put my trust in the Lord more than I have before. The missionaries have also taught me some wonderful things that help me to keep that positive and happy attitude going. I am so thankful for this gospel in my life and the blessings it brings, and the blessings it will continue to bring.

Finding the good in life

   Well life has been pretty crazy lately.  It has definitely taken an unexpected turn. To be honest I don’t even know how to describe it. In one week I lost my 2 best friends and I don’t even know why. They both just stopped talking to me. If I knew why, it probably wouldn’t have bothered me so much, but because I have no clue why it really did bother me. At first it was a little difficult and annoying, but now I think I have come to the realization that I am better off without them. I don’t need someone in my life how is just going to be my friend for convince. If you are going to ditch me for who know what reason and not even bother to talk to me about it, than I don’t need you in my life.  I am better than that and I deserve better than that. Also if you are going to hate me and not tell me why, don’t go talking crap about me with my sister. I mean come on, who does that? Your sisters are supposed to be there for you all the time they are supposed to stick up for you and all that good stuff they are family. Friends come and go, but family is forever. But when your sister isn't even there for you it totally sucks!

     Even though all this stuff has been going on and I don’t really have many friends anymore, well at least really good friends, I am still having fun and meeting new people. I have also learned a lot about myself and who I am and what kind of person I want to be. This is probably going to sound selfish and odd, but I don’t really need a lot of people in my life to get me to where I want to be. I know what I need to do to get to where I want to be, now it’s just about figuring out how to get it done. I don’t need people in my life who are just going to weigh me down and cause problems. I don’t need and I don’t want to or have to deal with it. What I need is to be happy with my situation and as of right now I have come to terms with it and I am happy. I don’t have a lot of friends and they are not all really good friends, but they are fun to be around and we have a good time. I have a good job, that I love and even though sometimes it is tough I still love it and it is very rewarding. I have done a lot of finding myself and redefining myself and I am happy and enjoying my life. And that’s what is important right now. 

A little update and a New Year

It has been some time. So here's whats new, I have a new job, a new car and a new out look. Yes, I said it a new job! I love my new job. I am working as a CNA with mentally disabled adults. My job is wonderful, fun and at times trying. This job is not at all what I was expecting to do when I went in to this field, but none the less I love it and am learning so much. It is wonderful. I love the people I work with, both clients and staff.

Yes I also bought a new car! It was not easy but I did it. I also love my new car. Its not fancy or anything but its nice and new and I love it. I am also still doing school. Last semester was good I finished with A's in the classes I took. I am also starting a class at ACC. It will make for a few really long days but I am super excited about these classes and taking them, it will be a new experiences to take college classes at a real school and not just online.

Well I have made it a goal this year to just be me and do what I need and want to be. I am working on improving myself mentally, physically and spiritually. I have been taking the missionary discussions to help myself to learn more about the gospel and to get a better understanding of the basis of the gospel. It has been wonderful and I have learned so much. I have great missionaries who are all wonderful teachers, they make it so interesting to learn about and make me want to learn more.  So this year I am just working on me to be the person I want to be.

Well its a New Year. Which means a wonderful year of ups and downs and wonderful new experiences. I am looking forward to whatever this year has to bring. I welcome the good and the bad with open arms. I am ready for whatever this year is going to bring. The beginning of this year has not been easy so far, but its just a new trial that I have to face and figure out. But it has not all been bad, I have a wonderful and exciting life. I have an amazing job, wonderful friends and a loving family that is always there to help me. So here is to the new year!