Understanding.

For some reason I just don't understand why I actually care still. Things were a lot easier when I just stopped caring about everything. I did what I wanted and it went pretty well. But for some strange reason I decided to start caring again why? I get that I should care, but right now  I just don't want to care. I don't want to try and understand why I put up with the crap from my so called friends. You tell me you'll do something then don't act on it or answer. What the heck? You tell me you don't like this, then tell me you do like it? There are just so many things I dont understand. Just tell me the truth. If your not actually going to do something, then don't tell me your going to do it, or don't offer. Dont tell me you don't like the situation, your in when you actually do. Seriously people, lets make up our minds and keep me out of your confusion. I would like to just focus on me and not your problems or finding out what you actually mean. I have my own life to worry about and I need to continue on making me better. Ya this all probably sounded heartless, or crazy, but seriously people need to make up their own dang minds. I am tired if not understanding what the heck people want.